i saw someone living in my wooded gully. i’m not sure what sort of being he is, but he seemed to be amused that i noticed him. i was sitting on the little wall brni and i built, just meditating, trying to figure a few things out. i looked down the gully and there he was, grinning. just a face, broad, greenish brown, cheshire like and smiling up at me.

i spent a little time tonight trying to draw him, but haven’t managed it very well. i think i need to do this one in watercolor, not pencil.

i think i need to change my colors a bit. green is basic, of course that won’t change. but i feel so hot. since the epidural, my hands have been hot. radiating heat that makes it uncomfortable to lay my head in my hand. so i need to expel this heat. i need to send it outside…spray it on fabrics and walls maybe. eat lots of watermelon and cucumbers and spit the color out.